went home at lunch. felt like i was going to fall asleep or possibly have my head explode from an insane headache and now i’m feeling terribly guilty instead. i hate missing things! and i want to sleep or something but i have to study. ooh, isn’t it friday soon?
i’m going to the university soon but i don’t want to! aah, it’s freezing outside and i’m tired and we’re just going to talk about introduction to archaeology which i’ve already taken courses on. but i don’t want to miss any lectures so i’m going.
it’s strange for me, but i really feel like i need some company. or just someone to talk to! i know NO ONE here. it’s so weird. only the people in my class, whom i do talk to, but nothing more. and i’d been making plans both with my friend and my dad to come up this weekend, but since i have a home exam/essay in chemistry and climate for preservation, i have a lot of work i need to do. so i’m alone and whiny and atlas have just gone to sleep and i feel like crying for no reason. uugh.
i finished reading the book i started a couple of days ago. it was soooo good (once all the markings disappeared) and not like something i’d usually read, but i can’t let go of it. kind of. i’ve thought about it for an entire day and i’ve tried to start reading two other books but i can’t. so i guess this’ll be one of those books i walk around with for a couple of days until i can move on to another one.
i’ve been borrowing a lot of books from the library (/-ies) here. i think i have around 20 now and i’m slowly working my way through them (: this latest one i’ve started reading is really interesting, though someone who’ve had it earlier have marked all the words he/she doesn’t understand. (probably, i can’t think of any other reason) and it’s soooo distracting! i pause all the time and they are such common words as well! like glare, defy or snicker. shrug. endure. avert, smear, squat, shallow, wriggle, frayed, maze, seriously, that’s just two pages. i can hardly read this thing. // end of rant